Why is it so darn easy to fall off and do what is wrong? There have been things that I chose to do, things that I have said, people I am avoiding, and I know. I know that is not what Christ has called me to do and how He wants me to be. Just last week, I knew I needed to go to Ash Wednesday services. I felt like I needed that confession. What did I do? I stayed home, by 7 I had on my jammies, had a cup of tea, and went to bed early. I felt justified in my decision because I was so worn out and I really didn’t want to leave the house for anything. But my soul needed some refreshing as much as my body.
Sometimes I just wish God would send me more messengers that would kick me in the butt a little more and just lead me by the hand. And then I realize, He does send messengers. I just have to recognize them. I just have to listen and do what they say. I have to make the decision to be faith full.