For me it can be hard to feel–not worthy of God’s love–but to feel worthy of being His messenger. I often get caught up in doubting my skills, the depth of my surrender.
I don’t doubt His love for it was His love that lifted me from the pit of depression and kept me from doing anything permanent. It was His love that led me to healing. But often I still look in the mirror and see the shadows. I wonder if others see my self doubt. Because of course in those moments my brain tells me that no one else feels this way, that others are so liked by their peers that they do not doubt.
But then I remember GOD created me. He created me beautiful in body and spirit to HIM. That I bring HIM joy. That when I am a messenger for Him that He finds my actions beautiful despite my skills or surrender. He knows that being His messenger will only bring me closer to a more beautiful relationship with Him. And that brings me comfort, hope and cheer.
I hope that you feel that comfort as well. For He created you as well and those words above are true for you as well.